Financially Feasible

I have decided that I don't want to be pregnant. Which is good, since I'm not. But I mean, separately - I don't want to be pregnant right now. I'm not ready. I thought I was. I'm not. Emotionally, I am still trying to be not obnoxious to my perfect partner every day. I wouldn't be able to cope with a mewling infant. Infants are not half as patient and understanding and selfless as Poncho. And it's hard enough with Poncho. I'm just not ready. And don't even get me started on the financial implications.... It's enough to make me squirm. I don't know why I mistook my deep unavailing desire to have children with my preparedness to have them. Silly me.