Negative

Back from CVS, chowing down on a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch with whole milk - yum. First pregnancy test was negative. But, my period is still 4 days away, and that decreases the accuracy of the test. So the box says, so I believe. I got a three pack, and more testing will be done. I don't know if I'm hopeful one way or the other. I'm scared. I'm nervous. But I'm not sure which outcome I want more.